Happy New Year! Almost. This concludes my little annual countdown of what I think are the top songs of the year. I listen to a silly amount of stuff, so it's always a fun exercise to look back and narrow down what stood out most or had the most impact on me. It's so easy to be influenced by popular opinion or what your peers and critics say, when really, whatever music strikes you is a blueprint of who you are - and nothing else should really matter.
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3. All Night - Beyoncé: Following the above intro, this song is a great example of choosing an unlikely favourite off a groundbreaking album. Don't get me wrong, I was equally moved by "Formation," "Hold Up" and "Freedom," but it was this healing track that tied the whole story of love gone awry together. It's still honest, forgiving and, more than anything, just a really beautiful love song. I happened to be awake, drinking wine and working the Saturday night that this album dropped back in April, and for whatever reason, clicked on this song first. Of course, the rest of the album turned out to be far more charged than "All Night," but even after listening to it all, Beyoncé's vulnerability on this one still hit me like a ton of bricks. It's just as symbolic as it is literally pretty, and for that, will always be the Lemonade standout for me.
2. Nights - Frank Ocean: Again, upon the release of Frank Ocean's long-awaited Blonde, this track was almost always unmentioned by critics, who were enthralled with stunners like "Ivy," "Self Control" and our first taste, "Nikes." But as I've watched media outlets post their picks for best of the year, "Nights" is making it on to plenty, and that's probably because it's the kind of song a listener needs to sit with. Off one of my favourite albums of the year, I'm not choosing "Nights" because it sounds so distinctly Frank Ocean; in fact, I love the distorted approach to a lot of the album. "Nights" is just fucking dreamy; it's a classic. It takes you through a two-part journey that feels exactly like a lot of nights do. It starts as a downtown, neon-streaked adventure with its clangy chords and Frank's punchy delivery, before ending in a whirling, slow jam haze. Song to song, all of Frank's journeys are so different and sometimes tough to follow, but "Nights" is a place I feel like I've been in real life, and want to revisit.
1. Ultralight Beam - Kanye West: Oh man, where to begin. My first memory of this song is one of my most powerful music memories, maybe ever. I ran home from work to stream Kanye's The Life Of Pablo and Yeezy Season 3 reveal at Madison Square Gardens, where thousands piled in to sit and and listen with 'Ye and co. The first track played was "Ultralight Beam," and in preparing to consume a new Kanye record, this wasn't what anyone expected as the album opener. Even from the comfort of my couch, I was motionless. Starting with the tiny toddler preacher and Kanye's most coherent, diary-like verse, this song about a "god dream" and looking for redemption was already solidifying itself as the most game-changing of the year (and it was only February). A booming choir and Kelly Price interjection later, Chance The Rapper delivered the most spellbinding verse of the year. With insane clarity, Chance lets his acrobatic wordplay and vocal shifts tell the story of his life to date, and where he plans on going. He talks family, hunger and doing his best with that coined Chano exuberance, and it becomes clear that the positivity and hope Chance has mirrors what Kanye has been looking for, and probably still is looking for. It's a fitting back-and-forth between mentor and mentee, and while Kanye sets the tone and asks the questions, Chance delivers the answers - proving that youthful optimism and a little faith can go a long way.